A narcoleptic, insecure, sad, cold. Eza, 19.

Tuesday, May 30, 2017

Been awhile since the last time ever had a spaghetti meatballs. Gotta say craving satisfied!

Wednesday, May 24, 2017

A braided jacket in blue. Was walking ft talking with a friend of mine and came acrossed to this open arena where the racks and sacks for clothes were built up like mountain. Decided to just "look" but end up buying a lots clothing with the cheapest price. Satisfied I must say (Y)

Who could have ever imagine to be finally get over things that aren't unnecessary. Yep, life goes up and down but it must moves on. So I am finally 20 and I think I've succeed in letting go things that would fucked up my whole life again? 

Here's the thing. I start to realise that getting sad and cried for hours won't change anything where I know that I used to be like that. I used to think I'll never be better but I've realise that its just me who won't budge to change. My girls used to tell me, "stop being sad. you is worth." Well, I guess I am stopping from being sad and depressed. 

It was the anxiety. It tells me to be sad. Tells me to not let things go and keep on reminding me that I have to be sad. Millionth times I convinced myself that I will be stuck in this world that I created it myself; fulls of torture and torment. But at the peak of my youth, 20's, I stil have a long way to go to get stressed over silly things.

Yep, I'm letting things go and I'm doing great.

Friday, March 17, 2017

Tastes like Mcflurry Oreo but the pure milk that were used was really nice. Rate would be 7/10.

My love for jeans denim would never fade. Before finals, I decided to change a little bit of my style so I go for this kind of outfit which is basically just a plain grey shirt and daddy's jean. Trust me, the jeans that I'm wearing is not even mine cause I grabbed one of my pap's and I didn't even know that its going to be the best out of my comfort zone style. I have a really big ass insecurities inside of me but I'm quite surprised the day when I wore this my confidence level was like a skyscraper!