Its already 7th Raya in 2014. Trial exams in two weeks and half which is probably by the second end of August. Kinda stressed out, one week off from books. I eat, sleep, surf the internet and doing nothing instead of studying. I don't know if I should work hard, cause these laziness is taking over me so desperately. Its like, I have no worries about trials and SPMs'. Hell, its the most important exams for the seniors in school. What the hell am I doing? I just wish I could just escape from all of this and never come back. But, I have a home. So, I need to come back home. There's a lot of topics and subjects I have to cope in. But, the true sickness is when I don't have the desire to study. Rest in peace motivations.